I'm usually winding down at this hour... Turning off the lights and turning off my thoughts for the day, letting my head hit the pillow. Tonight is different. Tonight I sit here wide awake, wondering, praying, thinking, questioning. Tonight is different for so many of us... Wondering what tomorrow might hold, what next week could bring, what next month could mean. It has been a while since I have written my thoughts down, since I allowed myself the time to let my thoughts flow freely. Honestly, it's been a while since I have reminded myself of my love for words, my love for putting pencil to paper and letting my thoughts flow freely. Tonight is different. I sit here listening to the white noise of the sound machines in my daughters' rooms as they sleep peacefully. I just got off the phone with someone who faced a tragedy today and found myself on my knees on my living room floor, praying for them, praying for this world, praying for clarity of what God mig...